​The Grand Canyon: aptly named for its jaw-dropping landscape, it makes the top of every "must-see" list, drawing millions of visitors each year.  It is inarguably worth the trip.  For us, the Grand Canyon was memorable because of the seemingly insignificant moments strung together into one incredible adventure.

After extensive research, we decided to visit the North Rim of the park.  My obsession with camping beneath towering pines secretly impacted our chosen destination, but I argued that smaller crowds and particular points of interest made the North Rim an obvious winner.  

We were amidst herds of bison, grazing in lush green pastures when we spotted the park's entrance sign.  Idyllic?  Absolutely.  Expected?  Definitely not.  Our perception of the Grand Canyon was painted with arid landscapes, tumbling weeds, and slithering rattlesnakes.  This lush contrast caught us off-guard in the most wonderful way.  

Our first stop was the visitor's center, where we could gain valuable insight to maximize our one-day experience.  We expected to receive maps and tips on must-see points of interest.  While this was included, we received the best advice one could ever hear: in a place so massive, it's easy to miss out on the tiny things... but in them, the real magic of this place is discovered.  

We took the advice to heart, keeping aware of the seemingly insignificant treasures hiding amongst the grandeur.  The artistry of river-carved canyons dressed in splendid hues of crimson and rust vie for your attention, and views span in every direction.  Our first steps onto the patio of the Grand Canyon Lodge were silent.  Words were replaced by tears of awe.  Throughout the day we experienced many breathless moments as we absorbed the raw beauty of this untamed landscape.  Yet we all agreed, the myriad of small things made our adventure to the Grand Canyon so memorable.

Here's why...

There is an intoxicating mix of cool forests clinging to the edge of sun-scorched cliffs.  The road leading to the Lodge winds between giant pines, providing shaded refuge.  You'll wrap a flannel around your chest to guard against the chilly breeze that whispers through tree tops.  Don't forget your water bottle and sun protection... without a canopy of trees the heat quickly warms your body, and you'll be peeling those layers back rather quickly.  This diversity of temperatures gives you a greater appreciation for the hardiness of all life within the canyon.

Beauty can be found away from the rim.  Although you want to spend every minute gazing out across the hazy distant canyon walls and peering down perilous edges, the inner park landscape offers its own unique splendor.  Challenge yourself and your family to a spur of the moment photo contest.  Get in a snowball fight (yes, snow!).  Spot wildlife: mule deer, bighorn sheep, and the kaibab squirrel whose only home is the North Rim.

Engage with one of the park's most interesting elements: the people.  While there are moments where solitude is healing for the soul, one of the best parts of traveling is meeting people from all walks of life.  Talk to those who share the trail with you.  Save people from so-so selfies by offering to take a decent photo of them.  Learn the stories of the men and women who protect, guide, and study within the National Parks System.  Listen to them; they are passionate about educating visitors and preserving our parks.  

Take a moment to appreciate the incredible creation we are called to steward.  Thank the Creator.  It is a privilege to travel.  Some people never leave their little corner of earth.  When you've soaked in the awe and wonder of our incredible planet, do something to care for it.  Many generations have yet to drop their jaws in awe of vast canyons, gushing geysers, snow-capped mountains, and turquoise waters.  Let's give them something to talk about.

The thousands of tiny, simple moments made our adventure to the Grand Canyon magical.  I find myself closing my eyes tight, sealing in every recalled detail, lest I forget.  Though I doubt I ever could.

It's January 5th, and I'm officially over winter.  The tree and sparkle that warmed my house have since been packed away, and that "fresh start with the New Year" vibe has already worn off.  I'm left with the winter blahs and approximately 92 days, 17 hours, and 55 minutes until spring (but who's counting).

I'm not completely adverse to the season.  It's just the thought of walking outside without long underwear, fleece socks, and a thick coat sounds fabulous right now.  (On the positive side, the extra layers do hide the "fluff" I've gained as a result of too many Christmas cookies.)  I'm a lemonade-making girl, however, and decided to comprise a list of ways to survive the cabin fever that has already crept upon me.

1) Explore a new state park, conservation area, or recreation area-  Although I complain about the winter wardrobe, I'd still rather be outside.  Missouri's rolling hills, riverways, rocky terrain, and endless trails are worth conquering despite frigid temperature. 

Recently I've visited two places that truly exemplify my campaign to find #beautyinmybackyard: Young Conservation Area,and LaBarque Creek Conservation Area.  Both CAs contain the LaBarque Creek watershed, a source of diverse plant and fish species the Missouri Conservation Department is striving to protect, with the help of organizations like Friends of LaBarque Creek, among many others.

Although the streams aren't flowing full and the foliage is deeply missed, there are many perks to winter hiking.  No ticks, snakes, or mosquitos make winter adventures in the great outdoors a little less worrisome.  Any aforementioned cookies are easily burned off when you climb the hills that cover both parks.

2) Go for a drive- I'm like the dog who wags his tail anytime someone grabs the keys to the truck.  It's a chance at freedom, and I'm in!  As a freelance writer, I need breaks from the solidarity of a home office.  

One of my favorite drives is the Great River Road, especially at the confluence where bald eagles nest during the winter months.  There are several museums to visit along the route from St. Louis heading north, giving you several opportunities to stretch your legs, learn something, and enjoy a warm viewpoint of this magnificent waterway.  My family has enjoyed the National Great Rivers Museum, where you can pretend to drive a river barge, or see the real thing in action at the Melvin Price Lock & Dam.  We are looking forward to a visit to the Audubon Center at Riverlands, where there are a supposed 1,300 graceful trumpeter swans to gaze upon (check my Instagram page for upcoming pics).  

3) Show a little love- Nothing beats the winter blues quite like a warmed heart.  Volunteering is a way to give back, and gain a world of joy.  While it seems volunteering takes a huge commitment, there are several ways to help out without straining a time-starved schedule.

• The Shelter Buddies program at the Humane Society offers younger volunteers an opportunity to get involved by reading books to shelter animals.
• Volunteer as a dog walker, or a side walker for an equine therapy program
• Offer warmth to those in need-- collect coats and blankets for the homeless.  

4) Do a little dreaming- As one who is addicted to travel, I'm constantly dreaming of our next adventure.  When I want to stay snuggled up next to my fire, a mental escape is the next best thing.  The Wide World of Wonder (www.) leads me to envision camping beneaths the redwoods, inhaling salty air, and climbing every mountain (cue Julie Andrews).  

Surprisingly, I don't like aimless surfing.  I much prefer to research with purpose, or to untether altogether.  Being present with my loved ones trumps tech time, every time.  My favorite tools for dreaming in an organized fashion include Instagram and Pintrest.  The visual stimulation of Instagram inspires me to plan for our next trip, and the orderly arrangement of Pintrest bring purpose to my couch-cuddling lazy days.

My current dream goes something like this: camper, kids, dogs, (and hubs) in-tow, we set out in search of the world's tallest trees and rugged coastlines.  I've setup a board to start dreaming, and I'll be sure to keep you posted when those dreams become a reality.

5) Finish that book, or home improvement project, or start planning for tax time- Okay, the third option sounds about as fun as a root canal without novocaine.  The first two are actual to-do's on my list.  When the weather limits or prohibits your ability to get outside and burn off steam, focusing on a put-off task can be a great way to recharge.  Turn up the music really loud and rock those sweats while you feel good about checking something off your list.

I've been working on my novel, and have set a goal for a completed manuscript by next winter.  I've joined some awesome writer's groups on social media.  (There are several inspiring groups out there, really.)  I've even started poking the publisher nests to see what stirs.  The excitement is motivating.

The beauty in writing fiction is escapism.  Each time I pick up where I left off, I'm instantly transported to another world.  I'm no longer Mandy Hawkins... I'm the protagonist, the antagonist, and the awesome supporting characters that make my book come alive.  Cabin fever doesn't exist when you're running through South American jungles, in a struggle to protect your life.

As for the home improvement projects: buying an old log cabin means a litany of fixes await us daily.  Leaky pipes.  Pesky squirrels that want to chew through your wooden house in order to nest.  Wood burning stoves that house bird carcasses (a slightly traumatic incident for our daughter).  Each day is an adventure here.  When I go from the Pinterest board ideas to the reality of a completed project, I am highly satisfied and forget any symptoms of cabin fever I've been fighting.

What are the ways you fight the doldrums of winter?  Do you have any favorite places to get outside and explore?  What makes them special in this season?  What are you dreaming of?  I encourage you to get out there and make this winter great!

This blog was originally published on 4/20/15.

This is what the Lord says: “Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who draws strength from mere flesh and whose heart turns away from the Lord. That person will be like a bush in the wastelands; they will not see prosperity when it comes. They will dwell in the parched places of the desert, in a salt land where no one lives." Jeremiah 17:5-6

Is God really enough for me?  That's an answer I intellectually know to be "yes", but after some heart-searching, I sense is not always true for me.  Ouch.  Admitting that I rely on what I can immediately see, or what I can do in my own strength leaves me wondering if God really is enough for me.  

When I'm wrestling with the worries of finances, future plans, unmet expectations, and unanswered prayers, I let my circumstances overshadow what I know to be true about God.  He is faithful.  I say that with confidence.  Not just because the Word says so, but because I have seen Him move throughout my life and countless other people's lives.  So what allows me to slip back to a place where the enemy can whisper lies that linger in my head and mess with my mind?

There are two reasons why I believe this happens:
1) I've sat down my shield to pick up something new and shiny.  ("Oooo!  This worry looks good.  What shield of faith?  This worry is right here in front of me.  I can't resist picking it up!")
2) I'm running with purpose for God and the enemy wants to derail me.

Either option leaves me disheartened and distracted from what God has called me to do.  Thankfully, God is onto satan's schemes and warns us that the enemy will be on the prowl.  I'm not powerless though.  As my pastor likes to say, we pick up our cross daily because we most likely dropped it yesterday. 

"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.  For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.  So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Corinthians 4: 16-18

Did you catch what it says in verse 16? We are being renewed day by day.  How do we get renewed?  It is through prayer, time in God's Word, and focusing our thoughts on the One who is in control that we go from a place of drought and doubt, to a place of peace and hope.  While this answer is one that you've most likely heard before, I want to assure you that there's a reason why... IT WORKS!  Let me add my own disclaimer: praying, reading the Bible, and focusing on God will not bring all financial worries to an end.  It will not guarantee a beach house or mountain retreat in my future.  It will not promise the end to trials and really dark days.  But it will close in the gaps.  

Jeremiah 17 doesn't leave us in the desert.  There is a promise for those who hope in the Lord: “But blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him.  They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream.  It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green.  It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.” (vs. 7-8)  

We had unfinished business in Moab, Utah.  Unconquered arches called to us from our campsite in Arizona.  With no set travel plans, we packed up and began our journey across sun-scorched, red-rocked landscapes to settle up with Arches National Park. 

Spontaneous travel has its pitfalls.  We often risk not finding a campsite in our chosen destination when we roll into town without reservations.  As soon as the cell phone gained coverage, I began calling every campground near Moab, in hopes of finding an unclaimed site.  After several rejections, I figured we'd be boondocking.  We approached Slickrock Campground with little hope.

Entering the office, I was greeted by a ferocious feline who held me at bay while the woman at the front desk helped the camper ahead of me.  Curling his black tail around my legs, he brushed against me with a purr that spoke volumes of his personality.  I was properly warned: behind the front desk a sign was posted, notifying campers to "Beware of the Guard Cat".  While he did his best to deter me, I finally made my way to the woman behind the desk.

While hotel staff are generally uniform in attire and dialog, campground staff are as diverse as the landscape of our magnificent country.  My host was no exception.  Beautifully unique, she smiled through a pierced lip, tucking back an unruly curl that had broken free from the bandana meant to contain what couldn't be tamed by a braid.  The ink on her arms told stories, and I would have inquired, had I not been so distracted by our lack of accommodations.  

Thankfully sites were available, and I began my usual negotiation process.  As Good Sam members, we were already privileged to a discount, but I always try to get the best deal possible.  Asking if additional breaks were available to firefighters, her dark eyes lit up.

"My brother is a smoke-jumper!  I am so appreciative of all those guys do.  How 'bout I give you another 10% off?"

We set up camp quickly, and scarfed down dinner at ravenous speed.  We knew daylight was giving way to the dark skies of night, and we intended to see some arches before bed.  As we snaked up the switchbacks at the entrance to the park, the sun dipped behind the western mountains, leaving only a glow to remind us of its departure.  The temperatures cooled, and we rolled down the windows to enjoy the refreshing air that came rushing into the truck.  Sticking her head out of the vehicle in canine-like fashion, my free-spirited daughter kicked her head back to let out a primitive howl.  Giggles filled our cab, and she dared us to join in.  Of course we obliged; everyone wants to let a little wild out sometimes.

We parked, immediately noticing the eerie silence.  Little beams of light and the crunch of desert floor beneath four sets of sneakers was all that identified us against the vastness of night.  The trail turned, leading us between spires of rock that dimmed what moonlight existed.  Trudging through deep sand, we huffed and puffed as we dove deeper into the rocks whose shapes were hidden behind the dark curtain of night.    

It's amazing how a short .4 mile trail can seem like a trek across the sahara with no light to give perspective.  When we finally reached the arch, we were victors, celebrating the long-anticipated quest.  Hoots of joy rose above the canyon walls, and we momentarily forgot about life beyond them.  All that existed was us and a conquered arch.

Not every adventure turns out the way you plan it.  Sometimes you miss your goal altogether.  Sometimes it takes more than one attempt to accomplish what you set out to do.  That night solidified a deep truth for our family: it's not about the destination, but the memories you make getting there.

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This was a summer of transitions.  Moving to the in-laws' basement mid-winter left me even more restless as the days stretched out and the sun warmed the sky.  With the advent of spring came a new beginning for me: unfolding the crisp black gown and donning the square hat, I prepared to complete one of the most challenging journeys of my life.  With a fancy piece of paper entitling me to a few initials to add to my resume, I was certain that words would flow from my fingers as I chronicled new adventures that lay ahead.  Summer was in full-swing, and I was hungry for adventure.

I was not disappointed.  Starting with our trip to New Hampshire and ending with a new local favorite, my little family covered 21 states in a matter of two months.  As I tallied up the state count, I suddenly realized why my kids complain that they are 'vacationed-out' (who says that?!).  We saw The Big Apple, rubbed elbows with those whose lives revolve around the sport of kings, traveled the Mother Road, and saw a canyon so inspiring that tears replaced words of awe.  I still have yet to grasp the privilege of experiencing first-hand, so many of our nation's most sought-after destinations.

Something's got to give when you're living life as partial nomads, and adventure trumped tacking myself to to my chair in order to write.  So here I sit, as summer draws to a close: breathless from wild adventures, and a head full of stories I can't wait to share with you.  We're still in transition; a mere three weeks away from closing on our little cabin in the woods.  After a nine month sabbatical from mortgage payments, I am ready to be a homeowner again.  (I'm not as excited about those mortgage payments.)  I've loaded my Pintrest board with inspiration, aching for the day when I can pull those boards out of imagination and onto the walls of my new creative space.  

I look forward to telling you about our conquest of Arches,  and of out-of-this-world volcanic ruins.  You'll laugh when you hear about the snowstorm we faced while towing our camper through narrow mountain passes, and the surprises of nature we witnessed on the other side.  You'll thank me for sharing information on the newest hidden gem in the Missouri State Park system.  We learned many lessons on the road.  For example, the shortest route may not be the most passable route.  We met incredible people along the way too.  

Stay tuned, while I sort it all out.  I'd love to hear from you as well!  What adventures made this summer memorable for you?  

One doesn't simply drive through Iowa without stopping to see the Field of Dreams. It's a pilgrimage for anyone who has ever felt their heart jump when they've heard the whisper, "If you build it, they will come". After all, the field is about so much more than baseball. Then again, it isn't.

That's the beauty of the sport. In a chaotic world where it seems humanity is self-destructing, life hushes and appears a little more simple when we gather around a baseball diamond. We forget all of the fights, the hate, the confusion... we're just people, enjoying America's favorite past time. You don't have to be Babe Ruth, Willie Mays, or Stan the Man. Just grab your bat, ball, and glove, and dream big.

And so, that's what we did-- we were dreaming big as we drove under a gray blanketed sky through Minnesota. We had witnessed the wonder of the Apostle Islands, but hadn't quiet satisfied our wanderlusty-souls. The clouds vanished as we rolled through the seemingly endless miles of cornfields in the Middle-of-Nowhere, Iowa. Our hopes of something different than the typical American Dream waved around like the golden corn blowing by. We'd been on an adventure since the day we met, and our hearts were stirring for something new.

Cell service is sparse along the rural highways leading to Dyersville, home to the legendary Field of Dreams. According to our atlas we were nearing our destination, yet the monotony of farms gave no hint to the existence of the iconic landmark. Even as we entered town, a few unassuming signs were all that made mention of the famous field. Suddenly as we turned down a gravel road, the stadium lights appeared, standing taller than the stalks surrounding us. Our hearts raced as we parked our rig. Hopping out of the truck with the enthusiasm of a wonder-struck child, my husband disappeared into the camper, quickly returning with a wiffle ball and bat. He was beaming as we approached the field, talking about how he couldn't wait to hit one on the Field of Dreams.

Of course he hit on the first pitch. He always does. Bounding around the bases, he grinned from ear to ear as I cheered for him. Onlookers joined in the applause, and the older gentleman had a look of longing as my husband rounded for home. Extending the bat to him, he quickly accepted the invitation to hit a few. Like a scene from the movie, as the man headed to first it seemed his age disappeared, leaving a youthful version of himself to run the bases. The game continued as another man approached, asking if he could pitch a few. "I promised my son I'd throw the ball when I got here," he said as he motioned for his buddy to record the event. Perhaps more beautiful than the pristine farm and field, was the ongoing game of ball between strangers that has perpetuated through the years.

When we had our share of fun, we made our way to the concession stand, which was lined with memorabilia available for purchase. These trinkets, along with donations, were the only funds supporting the place. Like a kid in a candy store, we pondered which treasure was the best representation of our time at the Field of Dreams. The woman at the counter was a perfect representation of the wholesomeness of this place. The lines that graced her face curved around her gentle smile as she thanked us for visiting.

As we drove towards home, full of joy, we thought of what the Field of Dreams meant to us. It goes far beyond baseball. The field represents the crazy calls on our lives and the amazing things that can happen when we take risks to go for our dreams. We are building our field of dreams. Our goals may seem crazy... they make no sense to the sensible. But I believe that if we keep plowing ahead, planting the seeds of our plans, our time will come.

It seems our travels always involve three things: adventure, education, and missed chances.  Even if I were to never recount our journeys here, their memories will forever remain incredibly vivid in our minds.  To us, they're legendary.  Our recent trip to the Apostle Islands National Lakeshore was no exception.

We awoke early that morning to the sweet symphony of nature outside our camper's windows.  Perched above Lake Superior and nestled beneath towering oaks and pines, we continued to revel in our campsite victory.  The city of Bayfield, Wisconsin maintains a campground just north of the marina.  When my husband suggested camping there, I was reluctant because I had pictured a slab of concrete with little privacy or amenities.  While the park lacked amenities beyond the basics, it more than made up for it in privacy.  With our only neighbors tucked distantly behind the trees, we felt like camping royalty with our hidden spot and superior views.  

The air was crisp, and the winds were charging off of the lake, cutting into our still thin Midwest skin.  As groups of tourists gathered on the marina docks, whispers of six foot swells began to circulate through the formed line of guests anxiously awaiting the blessing to board the tour boats.  Compassionate guides began making their way down the line with the disheartening news: due to the size of the swells on open water, we were not going to make it to the highly acclaimed Devil's Island-- an island known for jaw-dropping sea caves carved by the forces of nature.   It was strongly recommended that weak-stomached landlubbers stay ashore, full refunds available.  With a mix of ignorance and excitement, we shrugged off the warnings and climbed aboard.

Prior to shoving off, our captain reiterated the warning of choppy seas and offered us two things: last chances and barf bags.  We refused, nervously chuckling about the thought that while rough waters weren't tummy-turning, a boat full of puking guests would certainly weaken the most iron-clad stomachs.  Once we were no longer protected by the marina barriers, the chop was evident but more closely resembled a busy weekend on a Midwest lake.  We settled in and began to soak in the panoramic scenery beyond our vessel.  

Each island had a fascinating story that was animatedly described by our captivating captain.  For example, Hermit Island was aptly named in honor of the legend of William Wilson, a man who despised the thought of company on his private island so much that he kept hopeful visitors away by firing rounds from his shotgun.  Even if there were no tall tales to be told, our vigilant captain readily peered through his binoculars in search of wildlife that was abundant on the islands.  We were privileged to see the majestic bald eagle, circling a nest on the tip of Oak Island.  We were awed by the rock formations and boulder outcroppings that only enhanced the picturesque beauty of the shorelines.

As we neared the approach to Devil's Island, the waves begin to grow, tossing us around.  Suddenly our sizable ship seemed to diminish in stature against the tumultuous waters.  After some off-mic conversation between the captain and his crew, he addressed his guests by gesturing towards the fifteen foot spray crashing into the southern tip of the forbidden island.  Avoiding a dance with the devil, he steered our ship towards calmer waters and redirected our attention to more island folklore.

As we approached Raspberry Island, the ship filled with shutter noise from every camera that was intently aimed at the crown jewel of the park.  The lighthouse stood gleaming and proud atop the rocky shores, ready to beacon passing ships.  A recent $3.4 million dollar restoration, equal to the annual operating budget for the entire park, brought this crown jewel back to its former glory.  Although we did not go ashore, we immediately decided to make it part of our return visit.

Returning to the marina, the skies parted giving way to brilliant blue skies.  The sun sparkled across the lake, marina, and charming city.  As a gesture of kindness, the captain offered partial refunds to all guests in reparation for the missed island.  Although we were impressed by this offer, we never felt slighted.  Sure, it would have been incredible to witness the sea caves of Devil's Island, but we were equally satisfied with our adventure.

Oh, and I'm happy to report that no barf bags were filled on our journey!

As I navigate my way through adulthood, I am learning that dreams can come true, but the delivery may look a little different than what you expected.  I’ve always been a big dreamer.  A constant childhood goal included having a horse trailer with an RV, so that I could travel the world and ride my horse everywhere.  As I grew, the wanderlust spirit within me never disappeared.  My husband and I thrived on spontaneous adventures; from middle of the night trips to the lake, to driving to Chicago on a whim when our son was only three months old, we were always going somewhere.  We made it our goal to teach our children that life lessons, cultures, and history were best learned through the hands-on experiences gained in travels.

The dream of RV ownership was contagious too.  The whole family was certain that our version of freedom and adventure came only when we were able to travel with an RV in-tow.  For years we would envy the families that were not tied to the expense and limitations of hotel stays.  We also knew that one soaking wet, freezing cold tent-camping trip was enough for us.  We were certain that RV ownership was the answer.  However, we never expected to end up with a 1971 Dreamer Travel Trailer.  She was quite the beauty when we first laid eyes on her: parked in the middle of the woods, she had been used for base camp during hunting season and aesthetics were not a necessity.  While it wasn’t love at first sight, we could see past the dark paneling, hordes of dead bugs, and overwhelming smells, to the potential that lie beneath the surface.  Even though the sellers affectionately referred to her as “The Nightmare”, we settled on an offer we couldn’t refuse, and began the journey towards a revised dream.

The Dreamer came to us with a history of tales from the previous owners: some almost unbelievable, some that made you laugh, and others that inspired you.  For instance, we learned that eight cowboy boot wearing, worn-out girls could easily sleep in a camper conservatively designed for four.  That is, if these eight girls had spent twelve exhausting hours on the backs of horses navigating the hills of the Ozarks.  We also learned that it was possible for the Dreamer to break free from its towing vehicle, skidding into a middle-of-nowhere Kansas field, and yet still end up back on the road within an hour, thanks to the kindness of strangers and fortunate timing.  We envisioned ourselves on the same camping trip to Colorado that scored the Dreamer’s previous owners a plethora of fish and some envious neighbors.  As the previous owner Mike stated, “There’s still plenty of memories waiting to be made in the old girl”.

We had spent countless hours touring every dwelling on wheels, monopolizing the time of eager salesmen, in search of the perfect fit.  The amenities that modern RVs offered enticed us to get serious about our dream.  Our kids cheered us on as we gathered at the desks of hopeful salesmen to discuss the financial details.  Our kids booed as we walked away empty handed.  Each time we crunched numbers, financial responsibility quickly called us back to reality like the teacher snapping her fingers in front of the daydreaming student. We tried to reason out places we could trim from our already squeaky-tight budget, but neither of us could, in good conscious, convince the other to sign on the line.  We were learning that big dreams and a little budget were working against each other, and our goal slipped through our fingers like handfuls of sand.

The dream of owning an RV faded into the background.  It seemed the timing wasn’t right for us, and we dismissed it as one does a chronic backache; it was something we ignored as we went about our daily routines.  What my husband thought was a casual conversation with a co-worker serendipitously led us to the Dreamer.  Mike knew we were handy, and learned that we were itching to satisfy the desire to upgrade from the unpredictability of tent camping and budget-busting hotel stays.  He suggested to my husband that we come and take a look at an old camper that he had parked on his land to serve as base camp during hunting season.  He was sure to not oversell the Dreamer, but knew there was hidden potential under the dark panels that encapsulated the interior.  “I purchased the Dreamer in ’84, as a 13 year old camper, and knew she had many more miles ahead of her,” he recalled as he penned out the ownership transfer on the back of the title.  “I think that if you guys put a little elbow grease {and a lot of paint} into her, she’ll be as good as new,” he half-sarcastically chuckled.

The first weeks of the renovation were filled with enthusiastic family members, ready to lend a hand with spray painting or deep cleaning, but as the newness wore off, so did the stream of eager helpers.  My husband was left to battle the frustrations that come from taking a 45 year old aluminum and plywood box on wheels and turning it into a vintage beauty.  He quickly learned that windy days and spray painting were a bad combination.  More spray paint blew back on his face than what stuck to the faded sides of the camper.  He dodged a swarm of red wasps that took great offense to the relocation of their nest which was secretly placed in the air conditioner.  He dripped with sweat as he transformed every nook of the dark brown paneling into a sparkling white palace.  However, nothing compared to the pool of blood that gathered on the retro carpet as it disappeared under a fresh laminate floor, proving that box cutters can cut more than just boxes.  A trip to the urgent care, then a hand surgeon, and many stitches later, the floor was laid and our “Nightmare” was beginning to look like a Pintrest- worthy remodel. 

Vintage campers seem to be quite trendy for penny-pinching visionaries like ourselves.  From the robust Tin Can Tourists, a club that offers camp outs, shows, and a community, to the Great American Country Network’s Flippin RV’s, we discovered that it wasn’t just a budget proposition that brought RV’ers to the older models.  It was a culture.  In fact, the idea of retro camping became so trendy that entrepreneurs started snatching up these swanky digs and filling campgrounds with them.  For instance, in the heart of Oregon’s wine country, The Vintages Trailer resort offers guests accommodations in their choice of the finest Airstream, Shasta, Avion, or Oasis, complete with sumptuous terry cloth robes and exotic pour-over coffees.  It’s an experience so memorable, so unique, that they’ve been featured in the Los Angeles Times, Huffington Post, and The Oregonian, to name a few. 

The kids were already dragging out blankets and pillows long before it was time to settle in to the camper for our maiden voyage, which we determined to be our driveway, ‘just in case’.  The Dreamer had transformed from ugly duckling to a beautiful swan.  The once darkened panels gleamed bright white.  The scratchy, faded pumpkin-orange curtains and cushions were replaced by baby blue chevrons curtains, gray suede seats, and funky flower-patterned cushions.  It was the vintage RV that would certainly cause camper envy in our upcoming adventures, and we were all very proud of what the Dreamer had become.  Our techie-driven son wired a flat panel TV and DVD player so that a pre-bed movie could be enjoyed.  The smell of fresh popcorn now permeated the camper, and we settled in feeling right at home.  It seemed a fitting culmination, and our eyes fell heavy dreaming of the adventures that were just around the corner: snow-capped mountains, sugar-sand beaches, and the many miles that lie between them were now attainable in the camper that was once only a shadow in our mind’s eye.  What adventures lie ahead for our intrepid family and our vintage camper?  That was a dream yet to be dreamt.  One thing was for sure, I wasn’t going to limit my dreams to my fit my expectations.

We are planning an upcoming trip to _____________.  This is my dilemma, the blank space.  I know, I know, there are people making really tough decisions in life.  I don't mean to marginalize those struggles.  Mine is trivial.  My husband and I are about to celebrate 15 years of marriage, and we are going on our first vacation without the kids.  Just he and I, the Dreamer (our vintage camper), and the open road.  Residing in the middle of the country has its advantages.  Unique adventures in all regions are within reach.  Here's my working list:

Aspen Viewing in Colorado- Although I was just there a few months ago, I can't help but long to return.  Before my first visit to the Rockies, I had no clue just how hard I would fall for those mountains.  The air is intoxicating, so pure and fresh.  The feeling you get when you're sitting at the base of massive rocks is only matched by the exhilaration of climbing to the top.  While I've visited this beloved state several times, I have yet to experience the splendor of fall.

Minnesota's North Shore- I've been highly intrigued by this possibility.  It seems there are so many activities that appeal to both my husband and I: biking, hiking, fishing, waterfalls to explore, and wildlife to see.  Although there aren't mountains to climb, it seems outdoor adventures in Minnesota are plentiful.  The Minnesota Department of Natural Resources reports peak fall colors are timed perfectly with our travel dates, making it the icing on the cake.

Getting Away in the Natural State- I often wonder why I have yet to explore the abundance of recreational opportunities in Arkansas.  It is a very short drive for us, and their slogan speaks volumes for what you can expect in this state.  Waterfalls, mountains, lakes, hot springs, eclectic towns, and over 250 day hikes means I will satisfy the wild inside of me.  

Discovering More in the Land of Lincoln- Another neighboring state that I wouldn't normally think of when trip planning.  When I think of Illinois, I think of getting to the other side.  It turns out, there is more to see between the farm fields east of the Mississippi and a big lake to the north.  Starved Rock State Park and Matthiesssen State Park boast waterfalls, rocky bluffs to conquer, and a quiet reprieve close to home.

Putting our Toes in the Water and Sand- This one is totally for the hubs!  Although, I still have a piece of my heart on the beaches of Florida.  With so many state parks dotted along the Panhandle, it may be best to give one more salute to summer and spend our few days alone salty and sandy.

What do you think?  What is your favorite fall vacation?  We love spontaneity, and will likely surprise everyone with our choice.  Here's to 15 years of marriage, loads of adventure, and a lifetime of memories! 

Words cannot adequately describe the anticipation we had as we boarded our train on a perfectly crisp summer morning in Durango, Colorado. Our son's affection for "steamies" lingered past the toddler days where he constantly wrapped his tiny fingers around Thomas the Tank Engine or constructed wooden track that spanned the entire length of our living room. He wasn't the only one in our family whose fondness of steam engines brought us to the beginning of our adventure. We could hardly contain ourselves; our energy was much like the iron horse's boiler, full and ready for action. Our dream of riding a steam engine through the "Wild West" was about to come to fruition... only we didn't expect it to truly get wild.

Everything about the Durango-Silverton Railroad is authentic. From the costumes of portrayed passengers to the railroad crew, all involved were committed to bringing history to life. With a call to action, "All aboard!", and a final whoosh of steam, our journey began. The conductor was heard before he was seen. A request for tickets, followed by a quick click-click-click signified his approach. We presented our proof as our coach car swayed gently side to side. The sun drenched everything in its morning glow. The meadows lining the Animas River were ablaze with wildflowers that stretched to the foothills surrounding us. Conversations began to rise within the confines of the coach. Strangers became new friends, and travel stories were swapped as we began to ascend from the valley floor.

Not too far into our journey, we came to our first stop in the mountains. New passengers came aboard dressed in hiking gear, and fragrant with the aroma of triumph. They had just finished a fourteener- backpacker slang for mountains of at least 14,000 feet elevation. I couldn't help but feel a tinge of envy, as that goal still remains unchecked on my bucket list.

We linger well after the hikers board, and my curiosity is piqued by the urgent way a brakeman climbs along the edge of the engine, peering down as if to inspect the mechanical elements. He scurries back, returning to his rightful place inside. The train rolls back a minute, then abruptly jolts to a stop. Nothing is said, and we soon begin our journey further into the mountains.

As the broad ground surrounding the tracks narrowed, passengers began to squirm in their seats.   We clung to the edge of the rocks while the river's rapids raged in the canyon perilously far below us. Everyone subconsciously leaned towards the mountain, as if our weight would prevent the train from tipping towards danger. All except a daring few who peered over the edge, myself included. We were of course perfectly safe, but the element of danger made our hearts race as we continued on.

We pulled up next to the remains of some wooden box cars and the now eye-level Animas River.  It was quiet in this part of the forest, and the stop gave us a moment to drink in the serenity.  Only this stop became an hour long wait, as we learn our train's air brakes had failed.  Man, were we all glad to learn this on level ground!  Our crew has determined the safest solution was to hitch up to another engine that was hauling its unsuspecting passengers up the  mountain behind us.  Watching the men and women of the Durango-Silverton Railroad problem solve for one hundred year old equipment made the time pass quickly, and most guests were so engrossed in the process that the delay brought few complaints.  As our conductor boarded our car to apologize, he summarized it best, "You didn't purchase a ticket to Silverton, you paid for an experience".  His words were the gospel.

Arriving in Silverton was like arriving on Ellis Island.  We were strangers to this land; weary from our long journey yet hungry for possibilities, we stepped off the platform with enthusiasm.  In a city whose population is a whopping 629 people, one wouldn't expect to find many options.  However, with the railroad being a major source of revenue, there were many restaurants and stores that catered to the daily influx of guests.  We decided that BBQ good enough for Guy Fieri was good enough for us.  Thee Pits Again had limited seating and a line out the door, so we knew we had chosen the right place.  Settling along the wall at a long table, there was room for more than our family had occupied.  A couple from Texas gave us a big "howdy" and asked to join our company.  We obliged and dug into the smokey, sticky ribs.  I encourage everyone to invite a stranger to dine with them.  In a world of isolation, it is wonderfully refreshing to connect with people while breaking bread.

We boarded the Durango-bound train with a mix of thoughts over what the next leg of our journey would hold.  Although we had already taken the same route, traveling the opposite direction opened our eyes to even more wonders.  The San Juan National Forest could possibly be my favorite chunk of ground in all of Colorado.  It is that splendid.  I chose to ride in the open car for most of the trip back, which proved to be another great decision.  The conductor stood beside me and shared treasured stories and hidden facts that only enhanced the magnificence of the mountains.  It was evident that he too loved his job and those mountains.  It seems that many people have stories like his.  They've left the "normal" world because they got an elevation high that they craved again.  The more I visit them, the more I agree with Muir; those "mountains are calling, and I must go".​